I Miss You.
When you meet someone and you get to know someone, whether you’re friends or more than friends, there are things you like about that person. And there’s the big things about that person’s personality that you love the most. And when you think about being apart, whether it’s for two days or a whole month, you might think, “yeah, I’m gonna miss them.”
But once you’re apart, the little things are what stick out the most.
You were a genuinely happy person. That made me happy. When you were having the worst month ever and bad things kept happening, you still smiled every time I saw you. You might have been sad, yeah. But you weren’t all “I hate the world” when that could’ve been the easiest thing to say. I miss that. I honestly didn’t even notice it that much, until now.
And another thing. You were a freak. In the funniest and weirdest way possible. You could be your absolute self around every single person you met. You didn’t give two fucks what anybody thought. Some of the things you said or did I thought were so frikin weird. But now that I don’t see you, I miss that. And I truly admire that, because I’m not myself around everyone I meet.
But my favorite thing, or biggest thing that I miss. You were shy. You had your shy moments. And there were times when I made you blush. I like it so much because you put up a strong front. And you’re super outgoing and you’re kind of a bad ass. But you still had your super cute shy moments.
As I’m typing this, I realize it kinda seems like this person is dead. Haha. She’s not. But I won’t see her for quite awhile, and I’m sorta just now realizing how much that really sucks.
